Samra Schrieb:
irl i'm always eager about winning and a defeat/loss is just the worst thing in the world
and it is affecting me here too, I don't know what to do.
Example:
the vp contest: when Habibi made that record label I begged her to stop taking in more people because i wanted to let people out of the record label so they couldn't join the tour
social media contests: i hate when people has to say where and when the codes are going to be, do you guys really wants one more competiton???
bidding: my eager to get my claws in items is so big that i'm overpaying no matter who i'm bidding against... the average value of some pants was 350 credits, and I paid over 1000 credits in values because I hated the thought about losing the bid
i know that i'm sounding like a bad person, trust me i'm really not mean, it's just that i'm a really competitive person, omg
irl i'm always eager about winning and a defeat/loss is just the worst thing in the world
and it is affecting me here too, I don't know what to do.
Example:
the vp contest: when Habibi made that record label I begged her to stop taking in more people because i wanted to let people out of the record label so they couldn't join the tour
social media contests: i hate when people has to say where and when the codes are going to be, do you guys really wants one more competiton???
bidding: my eager to get my claws in items is so big that i'm overpaying no matter who i'm bidding against... the average value of some pants was 350 credits, and I paid over 1000 credits in values because I hated the thought about losing the bid
i know that i'm sounding like a bad person, trust me i'm really not mean, it's just that i'm a really competitive person, omg